Hi Guys! I know I've been a ghost, but my laptop basically said to go fuck myself and not work after I got back from vacation and a lot of other stuff has also happened that my attention has been elsewhere. I was just looking through my last post and thought I sounded so hopeful and not as completely and utterly devastated about life. I got a job for about three weeks and then suddenly fired for God only know what reason, since I was always on time and did the jobs that no one else wanted to. But we moved on. I'm now working at Michaels (I know it's a step down from what I wanted, but jobs just do not want to hire anybody). I also got this job as a security guard, I'm just waiting for my new boss to put my background check in. I've been in and out of depression episodes. My little sister has been pushing my buttons, but I can finally see light at the end of the tunnel since my parents have moved her to the loft. I'll now be sharing with my brother who is currently in college which means that for now, I have my own room. I have tomorrow off, so I'm going to be throwing away everything that is obstructing my way out of my room.
For my next check, I have a few ideas of what I want to use it for. Once I start at the security guard job, I'll have a little more wiggle room, but now much since most of it will be for savings. I think my Amazon purchases are going to be saved for my security guard job and for savings. My Michaels job will be for groceries, solo dates, etc. This upcoming paycheck, I want to spend a little less on groceries, and I want to go to the movies, preferably on a Wednesday night. I don't even care what movie it is, I miss going to the movies. I have decided that next fall, I'm going to Grad School. I don't know where yet, I need to get accepted somewhere first. I'm hoping for University of North Carolina, but anywhere outside of Indiana is what I'm going for. I need a break, and I need/want to get away. I think it's going to be for the better. However, wherever God wants/needs me to be, I'll be there. Until the time I post, hopefully it won't be so long this time, fingers crossed.
Signing Off
Lizzie
