It's been a looong few days. I just want to sleep forever right now. I've been wrapping presents and at first I was okay with it because I was successful the first time and now I'm tired. I've been binging on Gossip Girl and I've fallen in love with the show while also hating the show. I can't love just one or more characters because overall they all suck. There is so much drama within one episode that I can't even. Right now I'm in season 4 and it's so dramatic. I've been cooped up in my home for far too long. I'm driving myself insane in here. If anyone other than me reads this, please get me out of this house, away from these people. I've ordered a ton of things from Amazon and have decided to finally take action in my life. I think I may even be ready to give an old flame a chance. I know I might get my heart broken, but I think I'll be okay, eventually. I have a great support system and God is a part of that system. I know I may say this a ton, but I'm ready to commit my life to him. For the first time since I've said that, I mean it. God is my teacher and I am forever going to be his student. I'm so excited for this upcoming year. I can't wait to change everything for the good. I have two great mentors, I'm moving and graduating. I have a plan that starts next week. In January, I plan to start my weight-loss journey. I know it sounds like a resolution, BUT it's not. It's my new lifestyle, and for a new lifestyle, it'll need money to afford it and I don't go back to my on-campus job until January. So, that's the only reason, I'm stalling my new cleanse. Discipline is going to be the hardest thing I'll do this upcoming year. This blog has become my new favorite thing to do. When I need to think things through, I blog, when I'm irritated and angry, I blog, when I'm happy and upbeat, I blog. Blogging is going to be my new therapeutic coping mechanism.
Signing Off
Lizzie
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