Adulting is HARD!!!!!!

  I'm going to be honest with you, adulting sucks!! I hate and love being an adult. As you may know, I'm graduating in about a month. It's been a stressful yet relaxing second semester. I've finally accepted the fact that I'm okay with not knowing what I want to do with my life. I've accepted that I don't really give a damn about what I do career wise. I have realized that I want to buy a house at some point in my 30s. I've realized that when I do get my apartment after I save x amount of money, that I want to live on my own and for a little while, I don't want a whole ton of people coming over. I want a two bed and two bath because I have this pet peeve where I don't mind when I use the same bathroom as other people, but if the shower is dirty or if the toilet is absolutely disgusting, I won't go near that bathroom until it's clean. Sometimes, I'll just clean it and then use the bathroom, but if I know I'm not the one dirtying it up, I'll stop cleaning it so the other person can get the message clear, CLEAN THE FUCKING BATHROOM!!! It's really not that hard, even doing the bare minimum and cleaning the toilet to make sure the next person isn't sitting on a ring of pee. Or cleaning the shower's floor to make sure, there's no dirt or hair to make sure a person isn't stepping in your filth. Honestly, I need to move on because I'm getting mad just thinking about it. I could go on and on about it, so I have a solution. I don't care about a lot of things for my apartment, but I WILL NOT SHARE MY BATHROOM WITH ANYONE. 

       Anyway, I'm excited for my first big girl apartment, since I've moved to a new building this semester, I've learned what it's like to be by myself without isolating myself from everyone around me. It's been amazing. I love it. I love that I can listen to music as loud as I want. I love that I can watch my shows without giving a shit about my neighbors since I don't have any. I love that I live on the top floor. I did have a ladybug issue for a little while, but I got rid of that problem and have had no issues since. I've cooked so much since I've moved and I feel so much happier because I LOOOVE COOKING!!! I also have wanted to start baking (like a serious baker). I want to start making things from scratch and making things homemade like bread and jams. I'm so excited for this new chapter in my life. I'm excited to be single. I'm excited to do single life things. I'm excited to travel (both alone and with friends). I'm excited to have my first car. I'm so excited for a lot of new things that's happening after my stupid graduation. All I wanna do for my grad night is go to be left alone and have a solo day/date with myself. For the first in a while, I'm happy, I think. Then again, I also hate people and the fact that they have mouths. But that's a story for another time.

Signing Off

Lizzie